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| Thursday, 28th October 2004
Woa, it's been 3000 years since i've actually gone online... seriously, don't blame me, i was deprived of the internet... not that i didin't want to log on.. Anyway, wonder what the heck i'm doing here when i should be pouring over my revision books, doing last minute studying since spm is like... in 4 days time or something... but, i guess it's time for a break in between physics and additional mathematics... it's sickening... i totally hate my life for the past few weeks as everything revolves around studying, books and latihan... and worse of all, after the big fat exam, i won't be meeting most of my friends anymore and that makes me oh so sad... this week is the last week for all tuitions and for once, none of us wanted it to end... i just can't believe there're not going to have any tuitions anymore after this.. and worse of all, i can't believe that i won't be meeting lots of my friends anymore as everyone's like going away.. to uk, us, australia... man... i feel like crying... besides studying, another activity that has been going on is the autograph book signing... everyone's exchanging autograph books(even most of the guys, much to my suprise) and well wishes, including myself of course... my autograph book has kembanged twice it's original size and i'm so happy.... i will definitely keep and treasure this book well as it contains so much and means so much to me... i really wish my high school life won't end but ... that would remain a dream... i know everyone'll move on and so will i... we'll be making new friends and getting new experiences but i think one's teenage high school life is one of the best times in ones life... darn, i so wanna cry... anyway, guess this'll be my last entry b4 spm starts... i'll probably log on in a months time... till then, ciao! | | |
| - The way It's been a long, draggy week.... thanks to school i guess... i despise waking up early every morning... i don't really mind school but i just hate waking up so early!! School should start at 9 or something like that.... AARRGGHH!!!Bluek!!
Today i attended my school's interact installation. The beginning was horrible!!! Everything went wrong...the opening ceremony, the post passing, the food that arrived very late... it sucked!! But, after lunch, the performances were kinda nice...eventhough there weren't many.... And this batch's people are so open-minded and sporting.... i mean the dance floor was actually a success, unlike the friendly meet a few months ago.... the dance fllor was a total failure  ...sigh.... proves how kolot my year is.... oh well.....it's not like i can do anything about it....just think it's horrible to be stuck in between 2 years that are very sporting... makes me feel so sad and 'ho sek'....hehe
Anyway, i got a Body Glove wallet in the lucky draw just now.... I won something in last year's lucky draw too... am i lucky or what? hehe... 2 years in a row.... and it's not any ciplak thing.... it's all branded... cool eh? Lucky me... hehe... my sis got something too...a mizuno bag... i decided to switch with her as my school bag is torn and she wants a wallet....so i guess everything went well....for me at least...
Finally i get to dance.... there were so many people there i didn't mind joing in... besides most of friends were there too, including those who used to be not sporting... so i guess i had a whale of a time letting out steam eventhough i do not know how to dance... i totally suck at it but, who cares? No one's looking at me... but after that i felt exhausted.... sigh, no more stamina.... During slow dance, a guy actually came up to me and asked for my hand... well, because i do not know how to dance, i stared at the floor most of the time so that i wouldn't terstep his foot.... horrible of me eh? Oh well, what to do? really dunno how to dance ma, it'll be embarassing to step on the poor guy's foot... but overall i had a great time...
The food was great... we had this big, humongous prawns deep fried and it was delicious!! it was worth the long wait... So, i have retired from my post and it's high time i did actually, kinda sick of all these things... but then, it's also quite sad.... sniff... oh well, time to face the books!! Hehe, they'll be my best friend for the next 4 months.... oh boy, i can't wait...not
Okay, gotta run now... have to catch up with last week's sleep.... Bye!! | | |
| Geez, it's been forever since i've had a chance to crap here. My dad's fault, he didn't pay the internet bill and telekom suspended the service. Of course, there was also the horrible exam... it sucked and i do not want to get my results back...
Sigh... school's starting real soon and i am not done holidaying yet. I still haven't picked up a single revision book during the hols eventhough i know that the exam is inching closer and closer everyday. I 'm just too lazy and i can't help it. Still lazing about the whole day.
The other day, we had to do a biology experiment that requires the whole class to meassure their height and weight. Compared to my friends, i am SO SO SO heavy. Boo hoo hoo.... i don't wanna be heavy... explains why i can't jump anymore.... i am so gonna diet.... but when i see food, i just can't help it... Sigh... it'll never work.... dieting never works on me.... i just love food....
I posted a quiz to all my friends and the highest score (so far) is 55 only. can u imagine?! that's like so low... Gee, many people do not know me as well as i think they do.... including my close friends.... but i ddin't do very well in the other tests so i guess it's fair...hehe
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Okay, i have to go now, nothing interesting has happened to me so don't blame me if this is super boring... i'm living a boring life at least for now... so ciao! | | |
| - Don't tell me Today was so so so tiring... dunno why, i didn't attend class at all and yet i am so exhausted... must be the heat.... my eyes are drooping and i seriously wonder what am i doing here... well, just felt like writing a quickie...
Anyway, nothing much happened this week... everone's getting ready for the coming speech day, and also exam.... not me though... everytime i pick a book up, my eyelids droop and before i know it, i'm already asleep! Heh, dunno how am i gonna sit for my SPM if this continues... sickenning...
AAARRRGGHHH, i am going crazy!!! Kazaa is stuck, my overflowed mailbox refuses to let me in and i can't get the lyrics of Hacken Lee's 'i love you' song... This is irritating!!!! Stupid, stupid computer!!! Oh, whatever..., i give up... I don't wanna play stupid games with this computer already, so bye! | | |
| Hey!!! Been SOOOOO long since i've blogged... just didn't feel like it... and of course, was too lazy to even log on... so, my blog has been left untouched for how long? a month? 3 weeks? oh, whatever.... doesn't really matter anyway...
Actually, i wasn't even supposed to be online tonight, my sis happened to log on and i just butted her off after watching survivor all stars. Bad of me huh? Well, that's me, the world's most evil and unconsiderate sister. Hmm... sounds good, no? Just kidding...
So, what have i been doing for the past month? Let's see, plenty actually.... have been playing around, eating, watching tv (whenever i have a chance), eating, lazing around, eating, reading, eating, gossiping, and eating, again. Geez, i am a couch potato in the making!! Wait, i think i can be certified as one already!! i have probably put on 4 kg already.... ok, i haven't checked yet, but i can feel the fat under my skin, growing, growing, growing..... Oh well, what to do? i'm just too lazy to exercise, besides, it's not like i have the time anyway... have turned into a tv addict, and i spend countless hours in front of the idiot box, even to the extent of 3 o clock in the morning.... well, during weekends only... need my beauty sleep on weekdays...hehe
Actually, eventhough i fool about most of the time, i still feel exhausted every night before i turn in. I feel like sleeping during classes, including tuition classes. I dunno why do i feel like this... i don't study, well, not yet at least and still i can't finish some of my homework. I have tuition every single night, and on fridays, it's triple of the usual dose. And then there's this stupid extra class 4 times a week. It's driving me crazy as we're not gainning much from it, infact, it's a waste of our time, as well as the teacher's time. Unfortunately, the stupid school doesn't see it that way and the authorities just have to torture us. Ugh, hate all of them... can't wait for the holidays to come....
This year's birthday was a memorable one, compared to last year at least... but, i think this is the best birthday ever... i recieved lots of birthday presents, even unexpected ones... 2 old classmates gave me things.... one gave me a card and i was just so happy that day...i even got a cake!! a super nice one too... it tasted great!! i just love cakes... they're the best, i'm a cake freak and everyone knows that, that's why they got me one... oohh, can hear my stomach growling already... hehe
Yesterday, i went to christine's house to watch Passion of Christ together with Laura. Both of them have watched it already but they watched it again with me anyway. It was awful... i mean, don't get me wrong, the show was great but the violence was awful... i was so dizzy i couldn't stand straight after that. But, i half closed my eyes throughout the gory parts, oh boy, the bloodshed was horrifying and gruesome, it scared the heck outta me... those people are heartless, hate them. How can any human possibly be so stone-hearted? They're all crazy, evil and heartless.... hate them hate them hate them...
Okay, i have gotta go now, it's so late already... Ciao | | |
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